Monday, December 12, 2005
wishlist
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Last X'mas I gave you my heart...
Please do not sing that corny tune to me ever.
It's like EVERWHERE...proliferation at its best.
Anyways it's that time of the year again! My birthday and Xmas!!!
And cold weather!!! But the weather's been so blardy fucked up...one min it was thrashy and next it was hot as fuck. I feel like digging out all my coldwear...but they are so OUT. Goodness. I have to do wardrobe graveyard again. YES. Partially due to my ballooning body...I know im lazy..................gosh. Bendini! PERK UP FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!
Wishes for this year:
1. For my skin to heal. Now that it's slowly healing...the scars are fading too...and I don't bleed tt much anymore..although i did stain the new grey sheets...which horrified my mom...so she took it back and now I'm back with the old blood-stained sheets. I guess I'm stuck with red sheets for life. It's kinda cool actually...I'll just snare and roll in bed like a vamp.
2. Sewing machine. I'm dying to tryout some stunts with fabrics!!! And I'm sick of painting tees already...that's like SO yesterday...btw, the converse shoepainting competition was a total disaster. except for some really nice designs, the rest can suck my ass off. I'm so dying to alter some of my gone-case clothes.
3. Boots. I don't know how i'll look in boots. Maybe like a old ugly vamp or hip bitch. But it's kinda cool to have boots. But singapore retail doesnt seem to favour boots for men except those bloodsuckers. piss off.
4. That some of my friends can be less busy or rather i can afford more time with them too. cos WE so HAVE TO BITCH AGAIN! In fact, there are so many friends I've 'lost' along the way...and i really missed all of you..just that people come and go as we pursue different things in life...but hope our paths will cross again...
5. Embroidery bag from bugis. I'm so in love with those flowers! gagagaga...but then again, the whole world will recognise it and I'll be so grossed out. But those bags are so nice...fuck. i look like fuck with it.
6. More time to paint and do silly art stuff. Gosh. I can hardly even doodle these days without feeling sick of myself. And my goldframe is still waiting for mr old man to sit in. and not rot in tpjc.
7. All the figure photography books in Kino's PageOne. Especially the nude ones...omg. I just love the human body raw. wonder when can i actually do something that I myself as well as others mite be proud of...felt that ive not improved since forever...
8. Less flabs. Just eat less and be more diligent in working out! or rather START working out. U LAZY FUCK.
9. Someone who's intrigued by me. psss! call me! I'll love u anytime.
niaoren 12/12/2005 10:34:00 PM